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A sappy song I wrote, it was slated to be a new Upfux song... I'm not good at being romantic, I wanted this person to know that I had long-lasting feelings for them for YEARS. But I understand that we are very different and lead very different lives, and we'll never be more than friends... I'm very happy with that. I can't help but wonder what it would've been like to build a life together, but thats life... eyes front - don't dwell on the past; you won't move forward if you do.

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I had a dream last night
We were partying on every rooftop in town
Chilling and smoking and playing our songs
Hugging and kissing and laughing and fucking all night long

And all this time
I always kept it to myself
It's been years now and I haven't said shit to her

God I wish we fuckin were

....

But then I wake up, a dream not here to stay
I'm stuck in my old ways
You moved out, had a kid, went north and drove...
So damn far away

And here I am, doing the best that I can
I continually swallow
The lump you left in my throat
That you still don't know about

Got my heart inside my head held high
I guess I'll stomach this again
But I have to say, I'm trying to laugh
So I can stop myself crying

Got my heart inside my head held high
Is this permission to land?
Got my heart inside my head held high
I'll wait to see the glow of your flare

-

Got my heart inside my head held high
It was for a bit and now you're gone

Got my heart inside my head held high
I don't know what to do

Got my heart inside my head held high

And all this time
I always kept you in my mind
It's been years from now and I'll never get love from them...

...but I tried

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from I Survived: The 27 Club B​-​Sides & Afterthoughts, released December 16, 2022
Jesus... I did everything, when will you get it?

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