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Therapy Music

by Weftin

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1.
Pig Factory 05:20
Fuck the police We want to see them bleed You serve and protect us Like a fucking disease Racist system Becomes the norm For any Hope of change We can't conform - Pull me out of the haze I see Of misinformation and hypocrisy Reaching for total unity Within throes of our fight Lies the future we need - Say their fucking name No one should meet the fate Of Floyd, Elijah, Eric, or Trayvon Don't shoot, I can't breathe Why does my freedom mean more than yours? Because I'm cis, white, straight? Man, fuck that noise! Black lives matter, white privilege too real And the boomers don't give a fuck about how you feel Silence is complacency and ignorance to what you don't see Pierce the ramparts We've got a path to pave Lock Fox News, and Congress in the White House And set that shit ablaze -chorus- It's systematic, unpredictable battery One more pig off the line from the factory Living the laws, all carnage unleashed End hate, fight the power Abolish the police 1, 3, 1, 2 Go... (The choice is yours... make a difference... or be compliant) -chorus- Now... Unity... That's the dream But this ain't no time ta sleep... You and me... Unity...
2.
Preach Independent work until you feel strong While yer sittin' at home clickin' Amazon it's a funny thing to think you're better cuz you claim you weren't sheltered showin' off yer moral code Facebook, Iphones... Too punk to live outside the norm, you show it everyday outside the hours, 9 to 5, you claim you need the pay shout and tout to Anarchy - yer bullshit claim to infamy for the clout of saying that you're WAY better than ME! STAY AWAY STAY AWAY STOP AND THINK It's not a fuckin' game jus STAY AWAY STAY AWAY STOP AND THINK About what you say and what you do the terminals you can't pass through this ain't something to pick or choose two-faced double-talking fool WHATS IT GONNA BE?? CAN'T be somethin' you're NOT it's one thing or the other you're not so fuckin' special LIKE THE REST OF US How punk of you to segregate the hairs of others heads while you keep ON raggin' ON people that eat meat while yer leather jacket rips into the flesh it once was you realize that no matter what, you're just like everyone Swallow, Swallow, Swallow (tatTOOS!) this bitter pill called truth The systems fucked no matter what ITS HOW YOU DEAL WITH IT SMASH THE WHEEL OR LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT WITHOUT ACTION, WE'RE ALL JUST TALKIN' SHIT WE ALWAYS FORGET WHO WE ARE PUNK. ROCK. HAS. NO. FUCK. ING. GOD! (It's a lifestyle, not a fashion statement, motherfucker...)
3.
Well... This.... Has... Gotta be the worst pain that I ever have amended and its got me feelin' stranger than my YouTube recommended Will I ever X the vexing feeling stewing in my chest? Its deeper in my meat and by the flesh I am C O M P R E S S E D Cuz I got MORE rocks in my brain than in your socks My Demons behind the bars cracked the code and picked the locks Shredding all integrity, releasing insecurity (Fuck this! I quit... I gotta make it STOP!) And I know this is a little vague, to say the least... Despite the gap in my mind, my heart will make the ends... meet (...or some fake deep shit like that, I dunno... Anyway...) BACK TO THE MAIN POINT! I'm scrapin' through my weeks jus like a Jerk BITCH, Need my money now like JG Wentworth Checks bounce higher than your trampoline Bank account useless like yer arts degree My only friend left... is a scorched-out cigarette Drowning in whats left, of a 16 ounce can inside my yead like Tom Delonge, I'm fuckin' scared to go alone and the saddest part about me is that I am all I have... I am all I have... And don't you forget The reason you grind Don't you forget Just how you spend your life And Don't you forget Theres even effort in apathy Chaos inside... ... I really didn't wanna have to spell this shit out but it seems that I'm the only one who's moving my mouth you gotta make that money, but have good times Take it all in now, cuz we're all gonna die... But let's just hold it right there before we get far from the focus The fact is that living is only semi-bogus Clock in all your time, but rest when it's rough or we're going postal in the streets Stomp our feet like drums And we're not gonna stop til we get what we want and the pigs will all come, and we won't even run And in their crosshairs, we'll throw our fingers in the air Catch their bullets in our teeth, breathe their gas like air Steal their blood, heat it up, drink it til we feel drunk Push their faces to the curb, screamin' "FUCK YOU PUNK!" But I digress... You're right... I'm just so fuckin' stressed My life just really sucks and it's such a fuckin' mess And I'm tired of the people preaching how routine can construct better days Giving way to... Ease my heavy, Drunken soul But just because you're spiraling doesn't mean you're off the path... I need help now, or I'm fucked Stomp my fuse or I'm gonna self destruct...
4.
What's new? Not much... I'm tired of breathing My life's an open wound, I can't stop the bleeding Possessions all seeming less sentimental The years go by, reduce my mental... ...HEALTH is continually spiraling down My friends are all silent and never around My nights getting longer; all by myself I guess you can consider this a cry for help ... I fuckin' hate my job, don't wanna show up all that I do is never enough... My partner keeps distance, I never get laid Unloved, and overworked and SO underpaid The walls closing in as my life just dissolves Drowning in porno and cheap alcohol They say all that you love is all that you own I gave it right back to the dealer, it was all on loan... All that you love, is all that you own ...and I don't own a fuckin' thing to my name... SO hit me with your car and send me to hell I don't have the balls to do it to myself Bury me behind my house at night Cuz you know I can't do... ANYTHING right Hit me with your car and send me to hell I don't have the balls to do it to myself Bury me behind my house at night Cuz you know I can't do anything fuckin' right!
5.
All the years we spent as almost neighbors Has lead up to our words we share on paper Never thought I'd have a friend like you But I gotta say, I'm glad we've made it through And every other goddamn time We just feel like we're gonna lose We'll take that shit together man! Fuck yeah I gotta say, I'm so glad to know a guy like you - And honesty is honestly the best corrective remedy You always do me right (And if it starts to break) We keep that shit together yo We can't just let each other go Pull ourselves out up and into it Prevent the Ill and meaningless No matter how the other falls The former seems to stand him tall I'll jump right in the fire too And in my dying breath I'll say, I'm so glad to know a guy like you - All our years and our age, can never replace All the times we jam and share our sweat on stage All stories we won't regret Built on drunk nights, long talks, and therapy music So let's slam a drink and play some more Play until we're both too sore And on the long drive back home I think to myself (it's true) I'm so thankful for a guy like you My best fuckin friend
6.
I popped a bottle yesterday around 3 p.m. And I didn't stop drinking till 4 a.m. I rolled a spliff in a ditch like a son of a bitch Surrounded by my homies, now we're all getting ripped But somewhere through the smoke, I can feel it... An imaginary sense of self that's fading Another seam that lost a stitch... I clocked myself into work around 6 a.m. And I was so pissed off by 2 p.m. I went ham and I met Sam at The Clash in ten Poured another one out, Now We're Here Again But sometime after dark, I can feel it... Through lights, sound, and crowds, there's still no way to heal it Same imaginary sense of self that's wading Another seam that lost a stitch... Or maybe I'm just tired.. ... Trial by fire since the day I was born I didn't really burn til now Scraped off the floor into another day Don't ask me cuz I don't know how Apologies to all my friends I've given nothing back but my worst Confined, alone, all done to myself Can't see the wound, but it still hurts 26 years of real bad days I'm terrified to see the rest So many ways to get it off my chest But in my heart, I know Chet put it the best... - I can't lose what matters most, because I can't change alone... - I hate the space I'm in I need a change I'm waiting on the day I can finally leave this place... Be free Walk on It all turns into a memory someday ...Always

about

Hi, My name is Weftin.

At the time this EP was recorded, I was residing in Ocean County New Jersey with my 65 year old, disabled, Father, at the edge of the woods in a little 1 bedroom house. I am most notable for playing Bass in 2 punk bands - Fat Chance and Public Serpents. I am 26 years old.

This EP is the product of one of the worst periods of my life - it was birthed from depression, anxiety, alcoholism, loneliness, and hatred for the current state of the world and its happenings (I.E The COVID-19 Pandemic, Police Brutality, Racism, etc.)

I almost didn't make it - but with the help of friends and strangers alike; I made the leap into breaking the seemingly-endless cycle and got the help I needed... and just in time for the world to start opening up again (So it seems...)

I learned many things, but the biggest thing I learned is to never be afraid of your feelings, they matter just as much as you, and if you let the right people know, they will help you through anything.

My name is Weftin
the date is June 1st, 2021
and I'm gonna be ok.

credits

released June 1, 2021

All songs written, recorded, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by Weftin in his bedroom with the exception of the last track; which features performances of Alex Timoce and Polina Kermesh on Piano & Cello.

Artwork by Kira Kelly at Slightly Scum Art

Special thanks to:
Fred Mohr, Skwert Gunn, Caroline Bowden, Kyle White, Kyle Tierney, Christian "Curt" Suzuki, Chet Knebel, TC Covell, Tim Plamondon & the entire spamily, Josh Hershkovitz & Kelsey Miller, Ivy, Quinn, Batsy, Mabel, Fidget, Ruby, Skwert Gunn, Keith Lemming, Ben Clapp, Megan Schaper (I hope I spelled that right...), Mystic Moon Hair Salon, Nicole "Spangey" Spangenburg, Selena Fenimore, Fern Aguilar, Tommy Smith, Kyle Johnson, Joey Sabina, Ferris, Lacey, Annabelle, Anthony, & Jenine Denequolo, Max Kayata, Matt Waggner, Austen Tangen, Amber Densmore, Justin Harm, Brendan Forbes, Nick D'Aloisio, Zoe Tuzzo, Eva Silver-Smith, Ryan Perillo, Carton Brewing and it's entire staff - past and present, Mark Brenzel, Jess Meoni, Ash Katz, Kara Kovach, Chris Aman, Jake, Simon, Roy, & Karen Gehrig, Allie Vandenberg, Dave "Futchinator" Futcher, Scot Moriarty, Emily "Skins" Skinner, Drew Koenig, DC McGee, Kevin Simmons, Rod Johnson, Ben Scardo, Hayley Lubow, Quinton Mohr, Dan Cimino, Kerri Friedland, Rob "Rib" Kotusky, Mel Gamache, Will Kaysan, Lidocaine Pain Relief Roll-On, Nick Strong, Ben Oz, Hunter Graves, Living Arts Tattoo, Yale Forklifts, John Walsh Bagpipes, Sam Grossman, Brian Adams, Dylan Lowery, Alexa Soules and the entire Clash crew, Juli Fu & The Angry Pirates, Wendy Demarest, Ben Piper, Zach Vivino, Bailey Hand, Zack Slater, Billy Bob Bourke, Ben Piper, Mikey Smith, Ben Scardo, Ricky Hall, & Sea... wherever you are, I hope you are well.

I probably forgot a few, but you know who you are...


Remember, you are not alone.


(No Time Records 2021)

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